Sunday, April 24, 2005

finally, my 100 things about i love, hate and wants. i'm late at this party but what the heck. it's an abundance of complete and utter crap about my life. things that you never really needed to know.

1. one a.m. is pretty much the time i feel about myself.
2. i sleep late until around six a.m. 
3. i never have a car, hence i hate being controlled by machines.
4. i am bad with money, so i don't save.
5. i seem to be unable to pay my bills on time and i don't know how to balance my checkbook.
6. i know i am lucky to have such a family.
7. i love mom.
8. i was raised roman catholic but still doesn't remember how to pray the rosary.
9. i love singing as much as i love dancing.
10. i don't actually sing if someone pushes me to.
11. i hate being called by my last name. are you referring to my father?
12. i like being infront of the scene.
13. i love to watch kinky movies but i enjoy much of the horror flicks.
14. i love to buy branded clothes and love leather sandals.
15. i smile at people all the time even if they don't feel like smiling back.
16. i was 19 when i started smoking, i usually hide them between my books.
17. i don't like being invisible.
18. i overuse the word 'oh-my-god' & 'imagine'? almost every sentence.
19. i strut like a model in the street with friends.
20. i eat like the royal family in some gatherings but uses my barehands at home.
21. i love tinapa, sinigang and all filipino foods.
22. i never drink a huge amount of water, i prefer sundaes & cokes.
23. i love delights of maltesers & every chocolates i see in the store.
24. i smile when i don't know the answer.
25. i hate being sick. i never call-in sick for almost 13 years now.
26. i am a wannabe writer, i love to write with a dictionary to correct my grammar & espleing. see, i just did.
27. i admire british accents. i use and practice them a lot.
28. i wish i was english.
29. i love music. music is in me. music loves me.
30. i sing from the top of my lungs even if i sound awful from the beginning to the end of the song. but i can memorize the lyrics and melodies ten times the song ever played.
31. i love to dance naked infront of the mirror. you know how it feels to be alone.
32. i used to draw when i was in high school, but i dream to be a singer.
33. i record my singing infront of the computer and played it aloud for everyone to hear.
34. i talk when i eat.
35. i love kris aquino. 
36. i look on the clothes you wear. but will forever love you if i see your real soul.
37. if i were to die, i would like to die peacefully when the good Lord is ready to call my number.
38. i love jeans & the 70's style.
39. i love essential oils, burners, candles, things that makes me relax.
40. i never like nintendo's, x-box and all that kiddie craps.
41. i want everything in order, clean and nice. that would make me a perfectionist.
42. i dream of a house near by the sea. a balinese with big windows & a garden.
43. i never like animals, but ginger my cat makes me feel i'm full of love.
44. i never like mottos. i'm scared about giving myself a badluck.
45. my heroes in life are the everyday people who get up and go to work, feed their kids and try to do the right thing.
46. racism is what i regard as the lowest depth of misery.
47. i consider that patience is to be the most overrated virtue.
48. i love tv commercials. i mimic them and make fun of it.
49. my mom worries about me too much.
50. i still miss my first love even if the person is already dead.
51. i'm small, 5'4". but my heart is bigger than my head. i'm awesome.
52. i hate my moles in my face, people recognized me easily.
53. there are days when i don't believe i will get better.
54. i enjoy web designs even if the instructions are too complicated to follow.
55. i hate politics and politicians. the world is already too complicated.
56. it took me a year before i get my residency in hong kong and i regret to work and stay here. i have no choice but to live with it.
57. i yelled at my mom and made her cry when i said, "i need to go away and live all by myself".
58. i guess my priorities are really screwed up.
59. i feel comfortable with my own skin.
60. i imagine myself the most popular star in a comedy sitcom.
61. i have what is commonly known as 'temper'.
62. i eat a lot of spicy foods.
63. i love to talk using an indian accents. i think that makes me a racist.
64. i hate cold weather, i get paranoid wearing woolen sweaters.
65. i love my province and its people. it's the most beautiful place to live because i'm so damn popular back there.
66. i enjoy watching movies alone.
67. i was deeply affected when my father died and my dreams suddenly vanished.
68. i can't afford expensive foods but i can buy an armani jeans.
69. i like talking about myself even if they are normally nonesense.
70. i didn't know how to swim until i was about 7.
71. i have this '3rd eye'. i can make you vanish in 3 seconds.
72. and #71 is unreal.
73. i easily connect with older people. for me, they are the good example in the society.
74. i graduated in nursing even if i'm scared with diabetic patients.
75. i hated that degree. but i enjoyed the many years in college. i was in my sophomore when i fell in love with k-swiss tennis shoes.
76. i was in my 5th grade when my little brothers and sister joined me selling "halo-halo" infront of our house in summer.
77. i currently have 2 dozens of red wines.
78. i'm maybe poor, but i'm rich with friends.
79. i'm the most adorable nephews in our clan because i talk too much and make them laugh all the time.
80. my sign is aquarius.
81. black and white are the most beautiful colors.
82. never seen a ghost but love to meet one.
83. no matter how i grieve for someone, i never really cry at the funerals. i was caught smiling at the camera when my grandfather died. i was 6 that time. i only cried when my father died five years ago.
84. i always take pictures of myself but never likes to share them to anyone. it would appear that i'll be the only person that appreciates it.
85. i didn't realized that the person in that stretcher was a dead body during my nursing years. pushing the damn thing at the information desk made me popular in college.
86. stealing one chocolate bar on sale in my department saved my sugar level.
87. i adore french fries with no ketchup and a large size of ice lemon tea.
88. i've been seeing a lot of bloggers with this 100 damn lists about themselves.
89. i'm a fan of soy, my classmate in elementary and a dear friend because she's a very humble and talented human being.
90. my ass makes me smile every morning because i'm butt-ugly.
91. my regular tv program in the philippines are usually the noon-time shows.
92. procrastinating, meme, bloghopping, are the vocabularies that i learned and never understood why we say them.
93. i feel that Life is the best education you can get.
94. i don't read blogs about politics. people who are init makes me think their lives are so extraordinary and afraid to get mistakes and always want to win in a discussion.
95. i hate those who shows off their highest education, nice school, and 'my-classmate-is-an-actor-and-we-are-friends' then thinks they are a better person. man, it's hard to get better.
96. i'm not happy with my job.
97. i can't stop singing to dianne reeves' better days. there's something in that lyrics.
98. i wish i studied in manila and never feel out of place in my batch.
99. that writing these lists makes me wanna puke.
100. and so grateful that He gave me this life that i am now having.

video of the day: happy? by mudvayne