Friday, March 25, 2005

i think being single, i will always have an abundant supply with liberties that i could not imagine. i think for now, i'm going to stay single. that's right j, laugh! whatever the reason behind it is because i benefit going to flying solo.

i don't need to be worrying about how i look either. i can always just chill and always let myself go for a little while. or maybe enjoy the pleasure of being a slob. so spending more time alone can be just great. my independence can always be appreciated by using my newfound free time for solitary fun or some self-improvement. no one would force me to do things. what is my yaya for anyways? she's there to cook and do some laundry for me. although i'm not really needy in anything, yet a little independence is a good trait to even leave my you-know-what-my-bed-looks-like without fixing those stinky pillows and quilts properly.

i can have a lot of fun activities such as being around and do nothing. or maybe watching some pornos and be completely naked. who's stopping me? i can be spontaneous and do a flirt like crazy to anyone, can't i? i can be daring if i can. 

i can sleep peacefully with myself and hog all my own blankets. who would want someone to share an irrititaing snore? i would have no one to pick up but myself. it's a total freedom.

relationship is somehow are synonymous with compromises. would you want to sacrifice something you really like because that person stops you by having something you really really want, for the good of the pair? i can be the boss if i want to and treat myself a little more. i don't need to answer to no one. although sometimes, in small doses, selfishness is good for the soul.

perhaps, being single is that everything has a good side for as long as you learn how to spot it. it won't be so difficult to find a mate or (maybe not). but society places too much importance of finding one, something my hormones is quick to enforce. who knows.

i think for now, i'll savor the the joys of being free.

what my iPod is playing:  single by natasha bedingfield